Gained 0.4 since yesterday.. Stupid bitch.. Why do I keep thinking "it doesn't matter"? Watched a movie with P eating myself to fat again, ended up crying (without him noticing) when it was all gone. Had over 2000 calories and I wanted to purge but since P was home.. Fuck.
Yesterdays intake:
bowl of yoghurt
3 (!!) hotdogs
cookie
dinner (breakfast and dinner would've been fine)
100 g cheese doodles
100 g chocolate
bowl of ice cream
So.. I'm about to read your blogs, that would cheer me up!
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